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It's a dramatic November...

At the beginning of the month, we were having Cardiology. It was super busy. With all the materials, ECG, lab analysis, treatment algorithm and doses, seriously it has been a while that i didn't get so busy. With Smoglov, i think it was a good training.

Then out of sudden, Ukrainian government announced a 3 weeks close down of all schools over Ukraine, give us a shock. No one expect holiday in the mid of semester. It was all because of swine flu! So currently i'm doing nothing basically "enjoying' my holiday. It's weird, but who doesn't want a free holiday. Lots of Malaysians flew back, just because of it. I was thinking it's because of the cheap ticket or afraid of the disease. Well, why not if you have extra money to fly back. :P

Meanwhile, i'm still struggling to get a ticket to go back KL on December for Christmas and new year. No place for TK flight to Singapore and Bangkok. Full!!!  I might transit in Seoul. I hope i can. But i know i'm wasting the time to grab a cheap ticket. I'm still waiting for the announcement about replacement class or extend of this holiday. I'm in dilemma. Arrrgggggggg....

Good luck to you...

I know you will do well...

You just flew into my into my mind so frequent this few days....

Maybe i knew you are worried, and make me more nervous....

Wonder how is your progress....

I just pray that you are copping well and doing fine.

Good luck....

One autumn day, we went out for photo session. Just because it's our last leaf dropping season in Ukraine.

We had so much fun...

Then i realized that we knew each other for 7 years...

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We walked pass the university gate together....

Painted Hearts

愛是恆久忍耐，又有恩慈；愛是不嫉妒；
愛是不自誇不張狂，不做害羞的事，
不求自己的益處，不輕易發怒，
不計算人家的惡，不喜歡不義只喜歡真理；
凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，
凡事忍耐凡事忍耐，愛是永不止息

I wonder why it's always so easy to loose focus than to stay focus

Why  the grass at the other side alway seems to be greener than this side

Why it's so easy to make promise but not the doing part... 

I'm pulling myself together...

For i know i need to stay focus,

continue the race that is ahead of me......

It's a long weekend. Both house-mates went out with their boyfriend to somewhere, left me home alone. Everything was fine until i started to vomit on Saturdays morning without reason. It was bad. But luckily i was manage to walk down to the shop to grab my foods. And i survived. wahhaha. I'm fine right now!

Nothing much in my mind on what to do.....I downloaded Kenny Roger's album that day. It remind me of my dad because my dad loves his song and i used to listen to them when i was a kids. And this one is nice

While she lays sleeping, I stay out late at night and play my songs
And sometimes all the nights can be so long
And its good when I finally make it home, all alone
While she lays dreaming, I try to get undressed without the light
And quietly she says how was your night?
And I come to her and say, it was all right, and I hold her tight

And she believes in me, Ill never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday if she was my girl, I could change the world
With my little songs, I was wrong
But she has faith in me, and so I go on trying faithfully
And who knows maybe on some special night, if my song is right
I will find a way, find a way...

While she lays waiting, I stumble to the kitchen for a bite
Then I see my old guitar in the night
Just waiting for me like a secret friend, and theres no end
While she lays crying, I fumble with a melody or two
And Im torn between the things that I should do
And she says to wake her up when I am through,
God her love is true...

And she believes in me, Ill never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday if she was my girl, I could change the world
With my little songs, I was wrong
But she has faith in me, and so I go on trying faithfully
And who knows maybe on some special night, if my song is right
I will find a way, while she waits... while she waits for me!

It's holiday....

But no holiday mood....

Suppose to be happy....

But didn't sense the happiness....

It's another weird moment!!

Finished immunology cycle....Gosh, i don't have interest in it at all.....

I totally can felt the feeling of "relax" when you are in the final year in CSMU....And i wonder what those people will do if they got back home early from class? Sleep? FB? Chatting? Movies? I don't know!

 I started my gym 2 weeks ago, i'm not planning to be like super muscular type of guy but i hope to tone up the muscles and at least be good in shape.

I booked my ticket. Going back to KL on December. One of the segment still on waiting list. I'm really looking forward for my family trip and spending time with my family. They mean a lot to me! I'm still thinking and planning when to return!! And from where i should fly ?? Singapore or Bangkok??

在这寂寞的季节

还是寂寞的季节

一样寂寞的季节